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My quest for infinite vril (dumb showerthought)

The foolproof plan to solve lack of motivation:

1. Health, nutrition, exercise. Already in tip top shape I just have to drop the alcohol

2. Train myself to see value in things that don't reward me. This is going to be hard. Maybe make up and infuse esoteric reasons to do things.

3. Attain psychotic levels of optimism somehow. Aka giant levels of delusion.Ā 

Maybe read big moustache man's stuff to learn more about the will. The crux of my apathy is the lack of a self, without a inner self there are no desires and dreams therefore no will. Can a new self be constructed or is my own self still there minimized and dormant because no action I ever took rewarded me emotionally - coming to the conclusion that fulfilling my desires is futile.

4. Meth


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CassiešŸ–¤

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vril on spacehey is actually insane, do you know what you're even talking about?


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it means energy or life force

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Dana Scully

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Step 1: be a N4zi apparently.... fr though, do you have any clue what you're even joking about? x.x


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qnr

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4.5: whole packaging of pervitin


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TeenageZ0mbie

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I should like do all the steps and add my own steps
5 get prettier
6 start using my meds
7 get insane money somehow to spend on my collections


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Hazel

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Or - speedrun it by ingesting every substance known to man and launching yourself into a transcendental coma, come back, and understand all that the universe has to offer. You get bonus stats too


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Mutant.

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I do need to work on 4.


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that's the most important step afterall

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