i drank coffee (with 7 teaspoons of coffee) when i was younger and i'm still alive

this story came back to me this morning when i woke up earlier than usual and made myself a different coffee than the vanilla one i normally drink. i was debating how many teaspoons of coffee should i add

i was 13 and still going to singing club. we were waiting for our turn to perform at a show we’d been preparing for months. behind the stage there was a whole setup to make coffee, so with some people from the group we decided to make ourselves a cup. i didn’t know how to make coffee back then, so I threw in like 7 teaspoons of it XDD. a friend from the group noticed and said my heart would stop. but nah, honestly it was the best decision ever! i was quite a sad girl back then, but after drinking that wild elixir everything was funny, joyful. i remember when we all sang "Dancing Queen" by ABBA, all so happy together. it was a winter evening, so even the way back home had that vibe. i couldn't stop smiling for no reason

sometimes i wish i could be 13 again, just for moments like that. but maybe it’s better not to? i think now i’m actually happier, and moments like that will still happen