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hello again! so today is the end of summer vacation (it technically ended a week or so ago but whatever) and i am not very proud to declare that i didn't really do anything worth taking note of at all. In about 8 months ill be having very important exams, so this school year i need to take responsibility. I regret not having more fun in 9th grade since i won't have time to have fun now.

i really should have skipped that one math class </3

I want to start learning french but im not sure where to start. There isn't really a reason as to why i want to learn this language but yeah ill try to learn how to speak french!

I recently realized i don't have any online friends that i actually enjoy talking to anymore, the handful of people i liked left the server we had together and i only dm one of them (and i barely ever do that) to talk about random shit.

Making friends hasn't been that hard for me but keeping up said relationships? exhausting. I mostly leave out my dms to marinate for a while before answering them. A lot of my irl friends have made fun of that quirk of mine. I only reply to those who i really like on a daily basis, the rest might get their messages read in a few weeks.

I do feel guilty about doing this, but when i do reply to them i make sure to actually watch what they sent (in case of reels) and give a satisfying reaction.

guess thats also performative to some extent

On the more fun things, i had recently gone to help in a community project and took part in helping a nurse draw blood from ladies in a village. I learned a lot from that experience anddd i also got money for my help! Im thinking of maybe buying an ita bag and making one of my f/o...

I received the new sketch book i ordered today, The quality is good enough for me. I also ordered an new pencil and it works wonders.

I tried to draw chuuya's stage actor (i don't watch bsd but im a big fan of ueda keisuke hes so pretty) but i messed up the face </3 i then drew stupid hikaru hes so stupid i love him

okay bye ig....

ill update what happened on the first day of school