do you have to let it linger?

yesterday i had a dream of a trip with my friends. you weren't there. it was nice realizing that. in my subconscious, you're just gone. is that why i don't like thinking you still exist? In my head, you don't exist anymore. I like that.

it was fun. even though i got lost, i still found my way back. i guess this is true both in my dreams and in reality.

i need to stop thinking and take action. I'm going to try my best.