day 17

im back! im on a streak, dude! 3 days in a row, lets hope i can hit a week straight!!

anyways, today has been WILD. kinda in a good way, mostly in a bad way unfortunately. everyone, hop onto the unnecessary ramble train!!! (everyone being the like 2 people who see my blog entries)

i've lost like 5 friends this week, mostly cuz i realized that they were really being dicks to one of my BFFs behind his back, and i was like "i hope y'all the best but also that's mean and i'm sticking with G" (i'll just call him G, cuz his name in the language i made is Green Planet, but i also call him Grandpa.) anyways G is the senior i met last year, he's basically my older brother at this point, i either worked with him in all of our shows or i went to all of his shows (theater versus gay people, BEGIN). the people who talked smack about him are gossipers in theater (there's drama in theater. WHO KNEW!!!) and i can tolerate gossip sometimes like if it's actual tea, but they were just straight up bullying G and calling him an "it" and a "that" (he uses He/Him) and i was like "okay y'all's are just being rude now" so i cut it off!! i feel bad cuz like they were nice to me but also dude, you diss my friends so basically you're second hand dissing me. plus this is the 2nd time i've ever cut someone off because i did NOT have friends until like 7th grade and i was a total people pleaser LMAO!! i hope one day they can find the love in their hearts to stop dissing autistic guys for being autistic </3

anyways i ate a really good cheesecake today and i drank tea! might regress l8r (did i mention im an age regressor ?? therapy shit hehe) cuz this week has been great but also rough! i love y'all, remember 2 always support your real friends, but also that sometimes you gotta accept that not everyone is compatible!! i'm probably manic right now!! go do good things, smile at someone, uhh in the wise words of Hozier, "Love with every stranger / The stranger, the better" !!!!

ttyl, i have to go mentally be like 3 and uhh probably binge game grumps! mwah mwah kiss kiss <3