New career move

So law isn't working out. Also i lied in my last post I haven't grown out of that yet. I've started only fans. Thats also not working out Im very ugly and my mum doesn't let me play. She calls me fat boy. Any recommendations on what to do so i dont take my own life. The self help thing didn't pan out how i wanted. Im not actually gonna kms don't worry. Also im still in law school, thriving, but i still only like to hang out with max when im drunk. Thats not because i dont like max, it is because i love alcohol. okay thanks bye