day 15

sealutations huzzlings. uhh it's jacub again. good and/or bad news!

i am getting tested for bipolar C:3>~~ <-- rat. the good part is that i have a reason for why im like this. the bad part is that now i have a 1 in 5 chance of sewerslide and uhh the stigma is also not good. if you couldnt tell im depressed rn #notcool! im listening 2 new music and uh just trying to get by. might get my permit soon. my mom's kinda worried for me which is bad cuz i like my mom. i started a band with my cousin (who my dad calls "Suicide Jason") and my little brother, but my little brother probs wont do much. our manager is my cousin and i's friend, she's epic. my crush is too old for me so im just kinda stuck with no will to date anyone else. i miss physical comfort. i got a lot of cute new outfits. my band is called Sober For Now, jason thought of the name. if we ever get popular or if i ever have like a sad tragic death, just know that past me says hi and that uhhh shit sucks right now. im like if pete wentz was a white teenage boy from CA. <-- cali is massive but also like dont come looking 4 me, just cuz that wouldn't be cool. listen to Vienna Vienna. i got a tummy ache from eating del taco, so im gonna go shart and maybe pass out until 11pm again. hmu if you like nervous autistic chubby boys who draw and are scared of life and death.

this is jacub (as in Jacob + Cub), signing off! so long, and goodnight.