testosterone (tw weight talk in a way that’s probably not healthy)

I am literally SO happy I didn’t know TESTOSTERONE DECREASES HIP FAT?? IM SO EXCITED TO TURN 18!! ILL FINALLY BE SKINNY LIKE A GUY!! (I have 2 wait until I’m 18 because my parents won’t let me do anything so once I’m 18 they legally can’t stop me) obviously because I’m not fully recovered mentally from my eating disorder I’m not excited at all to have fat redistribute to my stomach, but muscle gain is way easier, I’ve been told it’s really easy to like turn it into muscle. Plus it’s soo worth it to have thin thighs and hips and a thin face, like I could just b a skinnyfat guy it doesn’t matter because at the end of the day I’ll still BE BUILT LIKE A GUY. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS