i was rereading my past blogs and unless its about me talking about a certain subject its all just ventslop. i had to delete a few because its literally all the same layout
"tch .. this thing happened .. and. Its been happening for a while... im never going to change.. and im so lonely.. and i want a boyfriend... and i hate people.......... life is so unfair!!!!!" thats basically what im saying but rewording it each time LMAO what the hell . worst part is that i keep forgetting this . so i go to make a venting blog . few days later i go see i talked about it already . then i delete it. never-ending slop cycle
my memory is actually so bad but i promise you i am not looking for pity . i genuinely do not mean to talk about the same sob story over and over again its pretty insufferable i know but im not tryingtobe im just broken and edgy and emo and loser
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maciel
like the other comment said - its okay to vent sometimes. its nice that you're recognizing a pattern in how you deal with stuff so you can get better in the future, but it's not like you control your feelings, yk?
realizing this is a pattern is probably improvement of some sorts on my end . thank you!^-^

by jonie ๑ ★; ; Report
you're welcome! wishing you the best
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Alie :3
don't worry about it at all! speaking from experience, venting about things can make you feel so much better. it might get a bit repetitive, but who cares? your feeling down and feel like blogging to get it off your chest. nothing wrong with that at all!
thank you alie colon 3....^__^

by jonie ๑ ★; ; Report
ofc!! someone as cool as you deserves nothing but happiness and smiles :3
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