Friday, August 8th, 2025

Remember when i said i finally got a job in the field i studied for? I got fucking fired. The doctor had said it was because, in short words, i was too slow. In my previous entry i had mentioned i was having fun. I really was. I guess past me had future vision because I DID NOT get along with my coworkers. To be honest, they were racist & two-faced. They would talk badly about patients while THEY WERE STILL GETTING ASSISTED % FEET AWAY IN ANOTHER ROOM. Of course i mentioned this to the doctor. The doctor had told me that is a reoccurring issue they have there.... LIkee... maybe fire them for treating patients ugly...? Just a thought, I don't know. It's not my company thats for sure.

Right now i guess im just a stay at home girlfriend. I guess its pretty chill. I'm just cleaning & taking care of baby. Occasionally taking care of the things i have to do as an adult. Taxes, car things, finances, all that. I really want to study or create something. So far my options are ASL, MY FIELD, ANTHROPOLOGY, INVESTING, HOW TO SEW, WORK OUTS, ANOTHER LANGUAGE, CHILD DEVELOPMENT, NUTRITION. I have no idea where to start! I think the many options make me more overwhelmed than actual studying. Might just study up on my field at the end of the day/ Don't want to get rusty!. Will post some notes on here at one point.

I have neglected my junk journal for a while. Some time last year i had stuffed a letter in there expected to be opened this year August 11th. Just three more days! I had written two letters for my future self. I open the other one mid September. I know for one of them i was writing when i was in a really dark place. And on the other i put five dollars haha. Cannot wait to open up my letters & answer my past self's questions. Will for sure type out my letter & response on here when the time is right. Expect all that.

My friend told me she is ENGAGED AND PREGNANT. We set up a meet up so we can talk more in depth. Can't wait for her little junior to be here early May. Other things to look forward to.... My trip to a city 2 hours away to enjoy the lake AND traveling to a state 3 hours away to enjoy the waterfalls!!! Finna bouta take so many pictures for my FaceBook. My niece is having a big birthday early next month! excited for that too. Will update all this in the beginning of september, possibly after the big party. Or earlier. depends if something worth while happens or if im too excited to transcribe my letter. We will see.

Heres to another month and may i be blessed with many more.

P.S. CURRENT BANGERS--

Puto - molotov

ya know - odd future, the internet

ddt - molotov

summer - halcali

almeda - solange

break it to me gently - brenda lee

nosotros - eydie gorme, los panchos

paloma ajena - los ecos, la bamda tecno de beto y juan

stardust - tommy dorsey

di que no es verdad - eydie gorme, los panchos