I need school to start already

So i was great all july but i have been hit with another slump because i've done all the passtimes over again and i once again find myself on my phone listening to podcasts or watching long form youtube videos no matter what i do and its killing me bc i everytime i use my phone i feel so lame, i hate this thing so much. My parents wont let me get a flip phone even tho i was going to pay for all of it myself because,, well they actually don't have a reason; they just wont let me get one lol. My phone is FALLING APART MAN, it gets so hot everytime i use it for more than 10 minutes, the screen falls off if i hold it upside down and i have to click it back in, everytime i record something theres a terrible ringing, the internet and service just wont work sometimes, and like 200 other problems- not mentioning the mental ones. I am actively talking to my mom abt it as i write this bc my screen popped out when i was trying to take a picture of a bug. 

 I have only been drawing and playing my tmnt game that i got years ago, i beat it on the arcade mode with online people at least twice a day and i find it very therapeutic. It has also gotten me back into Tmnt but i now like a different character than last time, so that is the 5th media i've gotten back into only to like a different character this year. If anyone cares its Mondo Gecko, he's my favorite punk rock skateboarding lizard ever, he is also probably the only fictional punk skating lizard out there but wtvr. He's keeping me sane this week. (its cause i use him in the game and i ended up doing a whole deep dive into him, two weeks ago it was pirates if the caribbean and barbossa.) 

I also think the lack of a haircut has quite literally taken a toll on my mood aswell bc when you have a mom who seems to really like mirrors everywhere its kinda annoying to see just how chopped i look with my hair all grown out, i need my spikes back bro. Ugh and this stupid 100 degree weather combined with my thick ass hair, not to mention the lack of items in my wardobe meant for said weather, and to make it better our washing machine is BROKEN and im on my last pair of shorts and im gonna have to start wearing pants. 

Another thing that has been keeping me alive is a singular album my dad showed me on a father son trip months ago, its been on repeat on my cd player, ipod, AND my phone (all at the same time even) The album is 'Is a Real Boy' by Say Anything, and its really embarrassing bc he caught me listening to it and when he showed it to me i laughed at him over it. I am planning to tell him its been all i've listened to eventually but i've gotta muster up the courage first. 

Something else that is not keeping my sane is my mom, thats all bye.

My mondo figure btw i adore this dude