so my mother abandoned me when I was 8

and they divorced when I was 8. I still remember it atw. they were FUCKIN YELLIN AT EACH OTHER. and she left the house and didnt come back. and js few month ago I FINALLY cut her off. I had a huge fight w her and I blocked her on message app. I still have her number but who knows Imma fuckin delete them too lol. I WILL NOT TAKE THAT "b-but shes ur mom" thingy shit. cuz SHES NOT. STFU. shes been such a HORRIBLE and TERRIBLE human being. she been ALWAYS YELLIN AT ME and IGNORIN me. ALWAYS. I fuckin hate her more than EVERYTHING. shes one of the reason y I wanna unalive myself.