Bodyless

The person I thought I was going to vent to I have basically ghosted them. When met we hit it off really really quickly and he was really sweet and good top me we have talked to each other for 2 weeks for the 1st few days I felt calm with him them I normally would with any other person even family. Then I just felt nothing when we would talk I was trying to pay attention to him but I couldn't I couldn't try to be interested. I didn't tell him anything just kinda avoided him and he hasn't tried talking to me lately but He told me things that seemed kinda meaningful to him and I feel as if I should talk to him and tell him I don't feel for him anymore but I don't want him to take it the wrong way. But then I could careless for his feelings and I know that sounds really shitty but it's true.  I honestly don't feel anything for anyone right know including myself I don't think that's a good thing. 😕 I've noticed i only feel "unburdened" was when I got out of a long shower after if I watch a funny video I genuinely laugh bit with out it I just snicker. The things I used to do to make me happy or feel any sort of joy they don't anymore I still try to do them but they bearly give me any reaction