What came over me one day?

I do have a lot of working in the next few months. Oh wow, I would not where to begin. First off, I am moving that is going to be nice. But, the housing situation on that, I am finding out that is going to take a little while to go there to do. Meaning- its done its happening but there is a lot of work needing to be done to say THE LEAST LOL. Maybe I will video it and show how the housing is going from A-Z of some sort. Alright, I will spit it out, its like building a house really from nothing working with what I got. But I am not complaining. I have my Dad who is going and what do you know hes getting his OWN house in the same city is as me (:: Well, sorta. He is a bit outta town he doesn't wanna be around well anybody (don't blame him lol!) so I figured well get your own damn house. And well, I figure for once in my life he sees I am being practical. Not being a total let down. He said "FINALLY NOW YOUR THINKING". 

I think he change his mind when I said to him a lot of what I am doing is not out of reach. I really just want him to be a part of this too and mostly just so he doesn't have to really worry about me being too far by. And let me tell you lucky him! He is going to be somewhere so remote I guess the way he wants it. And I get to make design his house the way I want :P that is a pretty good feeling for me. He know's I got good taste. And I know how to make something look good on a budget! Wow, to think I am going to have the life I always wanted. I said to myself one day "Nope, there HAS got to be a way around this fucking shit". And well...sure enough lol...there is. A little dream a bit of hope and some work........;) hyd! 

I am finally going to study the law like I always wanted. Reading the books for it is a bit confusing after hours of reading similar things but I go over it and over it and over it until I just fking get it. Down there I am able to study the law. And I am stoked about it. It is never to late to get a degree let me tell you. I know I got tones of work to do to get it. But I always hoped people from before would go you know he if he get a degree why the f can't I? It is always possible. Within reach. Never feel like your too old or you gotta do it in this time frame right away as long as you know one day you will be able to do it and focus your all on it, it is gonna happen no other way but up I suppose so why not do it? Why wait? If people can't see you are trying to better yourself to get a degree to get further in life so you don't have to suffer anymore then drop em. Being a little selfish for you to get something that only benefits you is not selfish by any means! 

Alright, so building a home is not easy ;) but I am game to learn! Maybe I will have a family and finally have an AURELE JR!!! With a hot white powerful woman!!!!!!!! :) now I will have a home to sit in and well do whatever the fk I want all day. ;) that is the goal for the first few months not gonna lie. Or maybe I might be more busier than ever with doing my degree but I know the first I wanna say month or even few weeks even I would like to do nothing, fk all in my home and admire it. Let me tell you, it's not a lot. But its something <3