All nighters and online curses

It's currently 4:36 in the morning, and if you know me at all you'd know that I have a strict bedtime of 9:30. It's not forced or anything, I just genuinely can't survive if I stay up past 10 or so... And that's what bring us here to this once in a life time event where I manage to pull an all nighter. Don't get it twisted though, I'd much rather be in bed and snuggled up with my cat with TheBurntPeanut's Tarkov stream lulling me to sleep. but no- tonight I'm helping my mom bake a cake (that I don't even get to eat mind you) for a friend of hers who is throwing a baby shower tomorrow (today?) Other then kneading pink dye into fondant for hours, and having enough crisco fused into my skin to cause a heart attack, I've been getting into writing more and more.. Just today specifically though, I guess I'm on a word kick again. But I digress, the wonderful and scary world of [Insert online fanfic platform here] has been calling my name for some time, and despite all my best efforts I fear I may be falling into a deep deep deep hole I may never want to dig myself out of. If you're in the trenches like me You know what curse I'm talking about, but I can't seem to shake the urge to want to write and publish a few (hopefully) good little blurbs on there. Not as blocky and difficult to swallow like these midnight rants though- I just think the thought of a "curse" has got to be some sort of bogus.. and I mean i've never been one for doing things the easy way right? So we'll see what happens and if I do end up cursing my entire bloodline over what I think should've gone down in some books. Is this information I probably shouldn't be telling strangers on the internet where my future employers could potentially see?.. Possibly.  #sendhelppleaseithinkmybrainwalkedoutonme