I have massive FOMO and I can't figure out basic coding to save my life.

Typically I have some big daunting question that keeps me up at night, makes the tips of my fingers itch to get the words out onto something other then the torn up canvas in my brain. Tonight all I can seem to think about is what happens when i'm not around, when I leave my friends together and they laugh and chuckle and make group chats talking about hw much fun they had together.. without me. It sounds selfish now that I'm reading this back, like I only want them to have fun with me, I guess I'm just so used to being left out that whenever I am included I don't wanna be forced back into being alone, or worse, the topic of conversation once I leave. But anyways, I found this music player in the layouts area and after about an hour I finally got it on my page... but it doesn't play the music. And here I am tugging at my hair over some silly little pixels that no one but me sees anyways, when what I really need to be doing is going to bed. But just an FYI whenever I do figure out this computer/ technology thing you suckers better watch out cause I have a whole lot of nothing to do in my very rare moments of free time, and what better way to shut myself up then diving head first into a screen? Well anyways, I know that although people may be having fun without me, I'll still be cooler then them in the long run... at least when it comes to music and trucks lol.