back to our regularly scheduled programming

hi. sorry about that last one.

this last few days have been so much better since the death spiral. i watched the new superman movie with a friend. i didn't think it was possible for a movie to fill me with such hope for the future, but somehow they fucking did it. i left that theater wanting to be a better person with an optimism about our current situation that i didn't before. i don't know how. the feeling has continued to last and i'm cautiously optimistic that it will last for a little longer at least.

i went to the beach with a friend from high school. she knows about my gender shenanigans so i actually wore what i wanted there for the first time. it's the first time i've been to the beach since being back and it was so fucking fun. instead of worrying about the internal dread of what i'm wearing, i simply got to exist for the first time. it was amazing to say the least. it may be recency bias, but that may be the greatest beach trip of my life. hanging out with that friend was great too. we went to a mediterranean place that was sort of our go-to spot. always good food. it was fun catching up with her.

anyway it's a short one this time. sorry again for the last one.

discovery - daft punk (i've been on a daft punk kick as of late, i love those funky robots)

see you whenever