Melatonin

i think i rely too much on melatonin. i haven’t had it in a bit, because it makes me foggy. if i don’t have it, i’m not tired. i should be, i stay up far past when i’m supposed to and then i end up sleeping 14 hour nights. i want to buy more melatonin, so i can finally sleep normally at night. maybe it’s the situations i deal with. if i get into an argument at 9pm, i can just take 15mg of melatonin and head right to sleep. i don’t have to think about it, dread it all night long. sleep is an escape, i think. i just like knowing there’s something that makes it easier to achieve.