TERF

This isn't something I want to be concise about. My next HRT appointment will be the one. I'm getting my first prescription, and honestly, I don't know how to feel. I've been going outside a lot, trying to clear my head. Testosterone is going to bring a lot of change, even if it's mostly good. I still have to wait to see the effects. 

All I do is wait.

My stepmom is a TERF. And not one of the ones that will call out Dolls and make crude comments about LGB, without the T. She's quiet about it, and I hate her for this.

She believes, "Testosterone will make him violent." But I think that's a load of horse shit, coming from that raging, abusive beast of a woman. And it all boils down to me becoming something, she cannot control.

I can't tell if it's liberating, or fucking infuriating.