fear---a rant

i'm so scared someone knows who i am. someone is watching me. someone knows who i am and they're collecting info on me to come and find me or something. idk. i get really paranoid that i'm being watched a lot. idk. 

april isn't my real name obviously. i lie about a lot of unimportant stuff. not because i like lying but because i'm throwing people off of my trail just in case they know me. nobody would know i'm lying unless they knew me anyways. 

"don't talk to strangers online" i know how to be safe tho. nobody can find out who i am.