this house doesn't have ghosts, just memories

i guess I'm always the one doomed to remember. is that why i long so bad for forgetfulness? all i want to do it forget, but I'm the one who carries all the memories. Not even just now, but always. I just ate a fry and remembered all about Japan. It was such a nice trip. Amazing. I spent most of my days with someone who ended up betraying me in the end. I no longer miss him, but taking him out of my heart was like ripping it all apart. And honestly? I don't think I've ever been the same after. Don't think I ever will. The axe forgets, but the tree remembers. 

I remember it all. 

Thinking about the good moments after you're hurt and betrayed is so bittersweet. There was love here once, but now there's nothing. It's always someone else who takes it away from me and then dissappears. I guess that's just how it is for some of us. I don't need love, so you can have it all. 

Memories are haunting, don't you think?