ill always look out for you

i just wanted to be your friend, forever. i wish we could start over, and i wish i wouldn't fall for you this time. and it just makes me angry. what the fuck are you posting? you see me as someone who "can't victimize themselves anymore" are you fucking joking? you're a heartless monster, you do know that? "salvage what's left of our friendship" what's left? these two weeks, you've treated me like garbage, kicked me and turned me away like a stray dog, and i feel like I'm wet and cold in the streets. I hate you. A part of me will always love you, and that makes me hate you more. 

i told you explicitly how i would feel and what i would do if you didn't talk to me. and now you're the angry one? fuck off. deadass fuck off. i thought you were better. i thought you were a better friend. i loved you, but i never expected more than your friendship.

and you still took that away from me.