ZooTED SHooTER

Went to a mixer event tonight. Took some really dope pics no lie. It felt good being media. I need to get out of my shell more. My mood is thrown off because my relationship is falling apart. I fucked it up with a comment I made. I made a tweet being careless and not thinking. I want my woman back but I think that I’m the early stages my pride added fuel to the flame I created. I wanna do something creative to win her back but I don’t want to be rejected. She’s taken down pics throughout the apartment and hasn’t spoken to me since. It’s been a couple days. I came home from an event the night before and was locked out. I had to climb the patio. I remained calm only because i had rolled a blunt. By the time it was out I was going to spazz. Iono why in some situations where I should be freaking out I’m crazy calm it’s scary but once I spazz I spazz. Iono what the future holds but I’m optimistic