7.17.25

So, I finally saw my boyfriend! It was super fun. A little awkward, but otherwise fun. Anyway, I'm home no, and my mood's shit. Not exactly surprising, but I wasn't expecting it hit me full force as soon as I got home. It's whatever. I'll get over it, I usually do.

Music still fucking sucks, and I don't want to write or play. Picked up my guitar for a bit today, but I haven't practiced so it sucked ass. I mean, that's obvious. I just don't have the motivation to practice. Writing's worse, I have no ideas. Being sad doesn't even give me ideas. It did last time, but whatever. I'll probably figure it out sometime.

I see Ghost in a few days. Four, I think? I'm excited. After that I have nothing to do all of August. I have to wait until September to see My Chemical Romance, and then I'm doing nothing for the rest of September either. I start school in September too, so... I guess after that I have all of October to get through, and then Halloween... I don't know. I think I'll wait and see if any of my other favorite bands go on tour or put out new music. MCR's touring until May, so I'll have to wait a while for anything else from L.S. Dunes. I wonder if it'll be worth it. I saw them once, saw Pierce The Veil, and I'm seeing Ghost and MCR soon. But like, Halloween the last few years kind of sucked. So what comes after MCR? I have to figure that out too.

I'll think about it on Tuesday. It's just the summer and beginning of fall.

I wonder what I'll be like in September. Or who.