A new mind frame meaning....

My new mind frame is different than what it used to be when just going into life adventures. I suppose now I am more reserved now a days meaning well...I am gonna be able to stand talking to this person in a week? LOL 

Needless to say I am just happy to have new thoughts, new goals, new hope and above all I am just pumped to slowly work on my goals..I say slowly it really does feel really damn slow DAMN IT! 

But, I am keeping more than just hope. I am dreaming of a new life. New people. Hopefully the new people I meet have some goals LOL. OOPS. 

I guess after looking at the past and the people in it I don't know if I wanna do the same things as them day in and day out. Again, I wanna fill my life with hope and I feel a few people from before really didn't give that vibe. If anything they just drained me of their mindless shit garbage. ;) 

But hey things happen, people happen shit happens and I just move on. Its a part I am happy to say good bye to as of right now. 

Having a new mind frame, new goals to work on everyday gives me LIFE! I love having to work and hustle to get things or where I need to go. And that going to wherever life takes me. For now, I feel to just keep to myself. And really stay away from everyone. It is great having that alone time to really realize things. 


I guess I have new goals all the time...I'm I going to reorganize my mess? Sure, at some point tonight. lol or going through my items I owned as a kid. Or whatever the f I find to do that week or day. I feel some of the old peeps I knew don't really wanna do anything but sit around and look at things on the internet all day. Mindless, draining mind numbing shit. It's like are we not gonna go out and do something fun and meet new people? I AM RANTING TODAY!!!! 

But needless to say I might be a hot mess and all over some days but I know those are just my bad days and the people were filling it with shit and now I know move on and just keep to me. 

:) A 

I am just at more ease knowing I have figured out somethings. Meaning, new friends. New people. but in a more private way I won't allow people to feel like "they own me" some friends give you that vibe? Like I am ignoring you I am just not in the mood for your shit right now. :D LOL meaning I am in the mood for NO ONES shit. Your not berry bright lol...like some people just want alone time fk nuts!! LOL .... !!! 

Hey I am getting more funny ;) I will keep it wild more so in my next post. Why not ?

Lets jazz this shit up! A