Chronically ill

Hey so I wanna talk about Chronical illness today I myself am Chronically ill and honestly I hate it I got told before that people like wanna be chronically ill too and just be home all day and like no you don't I often can't even eat, take care of myself socialize and more and I wish I could go to school like I wanna actually be there learn there because I can't stand it to sit in my room anymore I can't do anything and some people dead ass tell me to do sport like actually that makes it worse I can't even lift a water bottle without pain I have to be constantly at the doctor and they'll always tell me "your blood tests have came back normal" and I'm freaking out because no medication is helping and I'm scared I'll never have a life because I don't get better and people keep telling me "oh don't loose your hopes it'll get better just stay positive" then invent some funking helping medication because I can't stay positive if I have a headache 24/7 and have to consider if I actually have the strength to shower today

Anyways just a little rant have a great day and please excuse bad grammar and that I didn't set any commas or periods