i miss you

i know it hasn't been even a week since I told you. But I miss you. you're still "there", but you feel so distant. You know I'm sensitive and I can feel it. If you don't know, maybe you just never knew me at all. 

Still, I miss you. The graffiti you said looked like dream and we laughed about has been covered. Will every memory with you get covered and erased by time? I ,miss laughing with you. I miss your friendship. I never had anything else, and I never asked for it. But you took it away, even though I'm the one who got hurt. You hurt me twice and then pulled away. Maybe I really did mean nothing to you.

There's nothing I can do about anything. it's your turn to clear things up.