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Hi guys. First time writing down these feelings and it’s just so cheesy, cuz I never done this before. (I’m gonna regret this in a few weeks probs)

Every time I interact with him I feel like one of those anime highschool girls who squeal every second and I feel like a loser. I feel spoiled today cuz we interacted a total of… 3 times. Maybe we could be friends heh. (Let a girl be delusional).

Tho I know I will never be his 💔 at least he makes school fun… makes me look forward to go to class and stare at his ugly face

Wait that’s meannnn 

His voice isn’t attractive and he’s also kinda chubby and looks like a box. But he’s so cute. He’s so pretty but blehhh at the same time. Why do I like weird guys?? 

I realised I like boys who are like my twin. If you know what I mean. Cuz, he have the same religious views, he draws a lot, he watches the same things as me, he has similar traits, he’s in the same position as me with friends and the class, and normally doesn’t talk to the opposite gender.

Even though his humour is so stupid, I can’t help but love how he laughs 🥹 and the way he looks adorbs with and without glasses. And he’s taller than me not to mention, lol. And i want to mess his hair up because it matches him so much. I look so stupid rn smiling.

I think am actually losing it. I’ve never felt like this before bro. And it hurts that we won’t be able to be together, because first, I have erythrophobia and that stops me from everything, meaning I can’t even chat with him as friends, and second, we’ll forget eachother once we’re adults. 😞 also partly because of my religion, but God knows the best for me, and I won’t complain.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeee!e,e!,ee!e!e!e,e!,ee!!!!!,!,!!!!!, so cute. I’m sure this feeling will wear off soon enough. It always happens. Let me enjoy the emotions and delusion while it lasts…. ☺️