and if i had the guts to put this to your head

I don't actually remember that well. but you were holding my arm in my dream

for stability, like you always have done. ill miss that. i liked walking by your side like that, even if i always knew it was not my place to be. i guess you'll never talk to me again. is that really how it's gonna be? i think you're a coward. and yet, i still love you. it doesn't matter at all, though. a part of me always will. it doesn't hurt anymore. I think I just feel peace. Now I know how things go.