teetering on the edge of insanity

There are times I truly believe that the universe is conspiring against me like some high school bully. The past few weeks have been nothing short of miserable. I feel utterly depressed in some moments and alright in the next. My mental state and emotion regulation are fluctuating on their own whims. I burst into tears for no good reason today...well, there were reasons but I feel too foggy to actually write them down. Perhaps it's finally happening - I'm going insane. Or I'm just ungrateful. 

Or maybe I'm just nineteen.