everything was blue after all

i loved you because you were like me. it was easy to get along with you because our minds think alike. that's probably why it hurts so much, right? You said it yourself. You understand how I feel, and you would feel the same if you were me. Isn't it obvious? How could I love someone that knows exactly how I feel and doesn't do anything about it? If I were you, and you were me, what would you want me to do? 

Are you doing any of it? I don't really think so. It's only been two days, so I guess we'll see, but despite everything, I think things will never be the same. 

I used to see our bond like a precious, tiny gem that I didn't want to break. I think you dropped it, hopefully on accident, but it broke either way. You regretted it because it wasn't your intention to do so (at least. Last time someone broke our bond, it was intentional and without a regret, so at least this isn't as painful. At least I know you didn't mean to hurt me, but you did either way.) 

Now you're holding all the pieces and I've turned my back and left. There's no bond between two people if they're not interacting, and now, you're the one who either fixes it or leaves it. I'm not looking for you. I'm not reaching out to you unless enough time passes and I realize it's better to say goodbye. If you don't, if you don't want me in your life, I'll take the hint. I'll take the hint and I'll reach out one last time, one last goodbye.