ugh

i want things to be like they were, like they used to. but they never will, because you all failed me, and you couldn't even say sorry about it. it's fine if you tried, but you could've said "I'm sorry it ended up like this" it doesn't have to be anyone's fault, and no one has to take the blame, but I'd appreciate it if you were sorry for the situation, sorry that I'm left behind, sorry that we're not gonna go together. But you all don't even care, you're all going to have fun without me. You're all going to live the dream i helped plan out and left me out. fuck this. things will never be the same no matter how hard i try.