street spirit (fade out)

i think my brain is playing tricks on me. whenever i start to feel better about something, i imagine it so vividly that i actually see it and that’s probably why i’m stuck in this maze. maybe i’m actually sick and need help, because this can’t be real. my head is killing me.

grad party is tomorrow and i hate parties

university’s updates are tomorrow

i have a test that is 3 hours away from my city

i look like a mess

kill me already