Hoes

I need em hoes oh oh my god! I think I've stopped talking to people in general other then my family members for a whole year, so maybe that's why I've turned out this way! It's not that surprising, I just thought I would find it kinda funny because I always thought these kinda issues were rare, but then I! Have it! The issue! I can continue to live like this, or actually get a life and a grip so I can not feel shameful and guilty like right now! So that I wouldn't be a bother, or notice that I am, people genuinely, that's what I need, I need to figure out how communication works again! I always thought not having friends would be a nightmare and that I would never experience it ever in my life! Funny how that turned out, I'm good tho, it's fine, it really is! It just makes me sound pushy most of the time, like hell how an I supposed to know what to do! I can't remember the latest time I've talked to a classmate about stuff and not just ordering or expecting commands! I don't remember the time I've talked to a person on the same level as me, not higher like a parent nor lower like a pet or something, just somebody else! I wouldn't mind if you come over to me to sit down and genuinely speak, I would not mind, what's stopping y'all from doing that!