My mom is making me take more antidepressants, like it's gonna work, I've been taking them for 3 years and I've already taken the dose that she's trying to make me take Sto fucking treating me like your patient, you can't just change my medication because you are a doctor Also why does she even think I will show her my scars, im not showing her anything!!! Stop being concerned and stupid, you ca... » Continue Reading
I'm so tired, I cried for 3 hours because of the voices, everything hurts :( I'm getting an appointment with my doctor tomorrow Bye :( » Continue Reading
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when vacations started i said i was feeling depressed and stuff but its getting so much worse. i get constant headaches caused by stress and lack of sleep. im so unmotivated to do anything. i feel gross because i havent taken a proper shower in like 2 weeks (i dont want comments about this.) and ive been laying in bed all day crying and feeling like shit im so pissed because my house is shit. i ne... » Continue Reading
hello, im very excited for this month. im reading vampire the masquerade book, so i can play with my friends as soon as i finish reading it. its a roleplaying game, like dnd but about vampires also ive made 2 drawings which i like, and my friends seem to like them too i went to a birthday party 3 days ago, i had a really good time also in 3 weeks im going to go to a cabin for a week with a friend... » Continue Reading
IM NOT FUCKING KIDDING THEY LOOK LIKE A LITERAL ANGEL !!!!!! AND IF MY FRIEND IS READING THIS, UR SO CUTE!!!!! I MIGHT DIE FROM HOW CUTE THEY ARE!!! » Continue Reading
Hii, I've been on vacations for a week (almost) and it's been boring, mostly because out of all my friends I've only talked to 2 of them, why? Bc fuck everyone. I know they don't like me, only chris does. "Hey Chris you where my only friend" is such a real lyric, thanks fall out boy I've also been drawing and painting. I have two journals, a normal one and one where I draw (it's like a sketchbook ... » Continue Reading
i always get so depressed on summer, and i can never enjoy the nice weather because of it in general, i cant enjoy anything when im on summer vacations i dont wanna talk to anyone so im writting this blog i wish my friends loved me enough to talk to me on vacations, not only when we're at school or when they need something i wish they cared enough, but i cant complain since i know im not as import... » Continue Reading
I love a certain someone, they are just like me. I love their soul and their light, how it makes everything better; like a fireplace in the winter. I am very aware they are way out of my reach, and that they would never want me to be in love with them. But I'm not in love. People really don't talk enough about platonic soulmates, and I think I found mine. But, I'm too young to even think about b... » Continue Reading
i broke up with him like a week ago and and i think he forgot about me already, i think he blocked me on whatsapp but im not sure i asked him if we could still be friends and told me to give him some time to ''process our break up'' and i just said ok » Continue Reading
On weekends everyone no one rlly talks to me, like, they do nothing all day and they still won't talk to me. Is it selfish to think like that? I do talk to them, but I never seem like an option, let alone the first option. I just wanna have friends that truly love me and aren't with me just because I need them, but because we both need each other » Continue Reading
i think its going to be pretty fun, its a class trip to a catholic thingy and ill share a room with 2 of my friends, the other 2 will have their own room they say the best part of the trip is the food, and i cant wait to see if its true im gonna miss my boyfriend. i have to buy him gifts because rn hes a bit depressed these days, but ill have to do it after the trip. im also going to miss the p... » Continue Reading