Entry #5

I've been absent for a while, longer than I meant.

Things got better for once, to a certain degree. In one of the previous entries, I mentioned that I was having struggles getting a job and that I had issues with food-related jobs, so I find it quite funny that the one job I finally got after so long was exactly that. I worked for a month at a pizzeria—I personally hadn't frequented this place in my younger years, but I see now that I was missing out, the food is great, and it's overall a good environment—I loved working there in full honesty, as a server. The team was amazing and kind, the customers were easy to deal with, and I see now that I was scared about nothing really; it gave me experience at the end of the day.

I did not sign a contract, though, because I got another job offer, guess luck struck me. I am currently at the new job, the hours are great, the pay is amazing, and it's overall a great place to be.

I've been going through a few struggles still. I had never made it public, but after being alone for a while, it's taking a toll on me. It was a long relationship, and I'm upset that it ended the way it did. 

I finally booked a therapy session after two years, and tomorrow's the day, I'm both looking forward to and am absolutely terrified about it, but I have to go through with it, and I have to be consistent with it as well.

That's all of me so far, at least what I want to share. Things seem to be getting better; I never expected it.

- Kazumi