Overheating and a lack of motivation

It’s June 24th on a Tuesday and past 11:00 pm. It was literally 100° outside. It’s horrible. My clothes feel sticky and my hair is dry, and there’s nowhere comfortable in my house because it’s so hot.

I also have no motivation. For anything. I have no motivation to work on music or pick up my guitar, to play games, or like, anything else. I have no motivation to cope also. How the fuck do you lose motivation for that, it’s literally insane. The biggest issue is just the music. I can’t exactly do anything if I don’t have the motivation to work on music. Like yeah, it’s fun, but I don’t want to do it. Does that actually ever change? Who knows if I’ll ever find out.

I’m fucking tired, so I’m going to bed. If I can even sleep with this heat.