The Ladder

I was going to say that this year is a total shit, but then I remembered that I have depression and every year is a huge shit.

Even though I continue to do therapy, take medication and all that stuff, even though I may get better on the outside, I feel like I'm only getting worse on the inside. It's a ladder that I'm going down every year until it ends and I die.

I think I will use this blog to write about my pathetic and depressive feelings for now on. That way, I can feel like I am not just a crazy depressive pathetic girl writing for herself.