Yallll i need to just ask her outt

I am on a mission to be the most loser boyfriend to the most beautiful girl in the whole world, i'm literally so out of her league man. I called her wife once on a voice message months ago and now she calls me husband all the time and it makes me so giddy but also i genuinely dont know if its platonic or not. she remembered my birthday the other day and lowkey i teared up because it was so sweet, i told her i would send pigeons with letters her way lol. And shes so politically aware and shes got the coolest fashion ever i swear shes ethereal!!! But i am SO terrible at figuring out if people like me or not so im just going to have to ask her out and go from there, but theres nothing to do around here and i cant exactly drive places alone yet so im pretty limited but i will figure it out, if not over summer than first thing when school starts and i actually get to see her and could ask her in PERSON. She is actually the coolest guys im gonna lose my marbles.