Cult of you.

 "inbetween being young and being right you were my first sight at light." or whatever the lyrics are. your like the light at the end of the tunnle but Your really just a flash light in the middle of it, backing away from me, slowly. A false prophet of sorts.. 

  "follow me to salvation," is all you can say but you know all the words to make it sound like anything but that. Like a carnival master, "welcome, welcome! Come forth into the best day of your upcoming life, this day can strech on forever if you let it. For the low, low price of-" and i just seem to follow, no questions asked. No matter the price. Ive given you all you could want and you still have left me, why do you keep coming back though? I cant help but belive all the lies you tell me. 

  Cant i just be enough, enough for you to stop fucking with my feelings? All i want is for you to love me the way you used to. Toby's going to be mad but, i cant stand not being around you.