clouds .

the clouds are moving.

i've been meaning to write this blog for quite a lil minute now.. probably before i even left to houston so here's my attempt to encapsulate what i meant to write back then.

the clouds are moving.

when i started this blog thing it was never supposed to be as surreal as it became with people from the community joining in but was really a story about how my mental was destroying itself. 

the clouds are moving.

everywhere i looked was cloudy skies despite it being the middle of spring and everything blooming it seemed that every day was gloomy. the thing about gloomy days you know they'll end because nothing last forever, not even life, but in the moment it feels like it'll take forever. you can think back to when we were children and we'd look outside at school and whenever it rained it felt like a completely different world. you had to wear 'rain' clothes because you have to protect yourself from the harsh environment. similarly when there are clouds everywhere you're default reaction will be to defend yourself from your harsh environment by hiding yourself.

the clouds are moving.

"nothing last forever" is ultimately a perspective because similarly that shield mindset i had to deflect everything didnt help either. so while that phrase can always sound negative if you flip your mindset bad days dont last forever and now i look up and the clouds are gone, i can see the sun.

the clouds are moving.

this was never about clouds.

the clouds are gone.

spread love not hate. thanks for reading.