Am I... dying??? 0_0

We took dextro, which is like Adderall ig, and we all took like 30 mg. And it was fun asf at first, it felt like our conversation could last forever, which it kinda did all we did was talk all night. but like after like 15 hours, omg...

I felt my heart rate stay consistently fast even as I laid in bed, and I was feeling anxious asf about if I was about to have a self induced panic attack or worse 0_0

I tried to eat, but when I was cleaning up after I had to do it so fucking carefully because even the smallest movement in my arms made the pulse in my neck loud asf and I figured that wasn't normal. Like I couldn't even hold things on my left arm for too long because it'd start straining bad. 

So this mixture of taking too much amphet and still being awake way past 30 hours, I was guessing that I was basically at risk of fucking dying. 

It calmed down, and I feel normal after getting rest, but now I've under eaten today (not intentionally I promise like actually) and I feel like shit again, not as bad as yesterday for sure, but like. this sucks. I don't want to have this worry in my conscience anymore :(