Sidewalks

When it's said and done all I have is sidewalks

from sleeping on them to achieving every goal others said I couldn't, because I know I deserve better.

I saw the pain in my mother eyes when I left but that was only the start of me choosing myself. I can't lie anymore for you, not when I'm dying. Who praying for me?

People from my past popping up like ghost trying to remind me of the person I used to be. What they don't realize is, I never changed I just didn't want to feel their pain anymore. What about my pain? 

I never planned on outgrowing people, but I guess that's what happens when you start getting your life together. You start to see the truth. People really just wanted control not to heal, they want sympathy not growth and that's where we grew apart. 

This time I'm ready to come out on top, So, I'm going back to the sidewalks because they never let me down. 

- kisses from ur favorite homeless baddie

santana💋