Santana

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FEAR

Category: Life

Why do you deny yourself such greatness.  Is it because your scared? Do you believe it's because you think your unworthy?  Well one day you're going to wake up and regret the chances you didn't take because you let fear drive you.  In this small lifetime that we have, why deny yourself true happiness? The only way to move forward is through your fears, face them or dont and stay stuck... As for me... » Continue Reading

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Sorry I Never Said Goodbye

Category: Friends

goodbye. is that how you say it? i simply didn’t know how to. i still care deeply about you, but saying goodbye makes it too real. so instead, i’ll just wish you the best. i love you guys. the fun trips. the trauma bonding. the gossip. but i outgrew it. i asked you, right before i almost left the first time: “are we bigger than our trau » Continue Reading

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Silly Me

Category: Romance and Relationships

Everything was confusing. I knew you liked me. I liked you back. I thought you knew lol, silly me. I understood you—completely. But when I asked you to show up for me, you couldn’t. I wasn’t even surprised. same old cycle  I just didn’t want to ghost you without at least trying to make it work. But you got scared. And yeah, there were others before you… but you were my first real love. Youl » Continue Reading

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Sweet Oblivion

Category: Life

Sometimes I wish I could go back to the person I was before everything. Back when ignorance was bliss the start of nothing. Just sweet oblivion. The less I knew, the better. But I guess life doesn’t work like that. Our experiences shape us. ...and if nothing else, they taught me who truly deserves a place in my life. I refuse to live a life I don’t deserve. » Continue Reading

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to a new start

Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

everything ends. i believe it’s about how you pick yourself up again. roommates turn evil. friendships fall apart. even parents don’t always stick around forever. but you? you always have » Continue Reading

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The Ghost Of Our Child

Category: Life

The ghost of our child still haunts me.  You broke the family the second you put your own selfish little needs over me and this family you created,  you lied to me, betrayed me showed me who you really were. your mask fell and i seen. you didnt like that so you gave birth to an ugly creature made of denial, projection and carefully rehearsed delusions.  The creature was made to take me down, and s... » Continue Reading

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Sidewalks

Category: Life

When it's said and done all I have is sidewalks from sleeping on them to achieving every goal others said I couldn't, because I know I deserve better. I saw the pain in my mother eyes when I left but that was only the start of me choosing myself. I can't lie anymore for you, not when I'm dying. Who praying for me? People from my past popping up like ghost trying to remind me of the person I used t... » Continue Reading

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Haters Stay Mad!!!!

Category: Life

Having haters is so weird. Especially when its people I have never even met before. just having people that are so upset and unhappy with themselves that they project all that pain. I'm just going to tell myself they're all AI. Why would I want to prove myself to nobodies that's are so obsessed with me and watch my every move no matter what I do? why prove myself to people who wants the worst for ... » Continue Reading

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Revenge

Category: Life

they did you wrong or they don’t like you? cool. Literally who are they? Why does their small minded opinion matter you too?  the best way in getting “revenge” is to upgrade & move like you’re unbothered, because you are. use that as motivation to strive for your deepest desires & ambitions & live your life to the fucking fullest! - kisses from, your superstar. 💋  » Continue Reading

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