Random :p

I've grown severely attached to blogging

I saw my niece and nephew yesterday. It's been god knows how long, but I missed them dearly. I can't say much since it's not my story to tell, but in my perspective, their dad sucks. They're my older sisters and she's become a better mother over the years. I can't say the same for their dad. Anyway, they came late at night so I couldn't see them too long, but it was a relief to see them doing okay.

Today was a bit different. There's been a string of accidents in my family as well as grim topics. Loss and such. I was asked to watch after the kids of the family for money. $100 a week for 3 days. I would've kept it as low as possible given the situation, but my mother knew better than to let me mention it in front of my uncle. Either way, it's good to make some sort of income rather than rotting away in my room. Unfortunately I forget how difficult it can be to handle two boys that argue constantly and use nothing but Ipads.

Personally, I'm against giving kids any devices, but knowing my uncle and aunt, I know it's easier for them. Especially since everything went awry. In the end, I've definitely put up with worse. At least it's something to get my mind off of things.

After graduating, it's sort of started to settle into my head that it's over. A super weird feeling. My birthday is this month and that feels even weirder. I don't know what I want yet and I really don't want to celebrate. I think life is too crazy at the moment to fully process anything. Anyway thanks for reading despite there being no real topic :3