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୨ৎ the last few weeks have been really intense. they seriously messed with how i feel… i'm overstimulated and empty at the same time.
my (probably just another ex) friend — the one i mentioned in my previous blog — started ignoring me. i feel lied to.
at the start of our friendship, she said she didn’t have any friends, just like me.
but after a few weeks, it turns out she has a whole group of close ones?
she keeps posting stuff on instagram.
it kinda hurt that she didn’t tag me as her ibff in those “tag your friend” type shii posts.
tbh it’s crazy how one school trip was enough for u to get so close with ur class that u completely forgot about me.
i guess now’s not the right time for a friendship anyway since u’re finishing school.
sure, i did pull away a bit 'cause of how i was feeling, but i still tried to keep in touch.
damn, at least say u don't wanna talk anymore and end this properly.
i hate leaving things unfinished — cognitive loops like that just block ur mind. were u just another lesson?
school’s not going great either… everything feels broken, and it’s like everyone has a problem with me just existing.
the prom is coming up soon, and i still don’t know what to wear, that’s what’s hitting me the hardest ( • ᴖ • ｡ )
i feel embarrassed about all this. on top of that, i’m freaking out cuz i’m waiting for knee surgery, ugh!!
i really don’t want my blogs to focus on my failures.
relationships have never been my priority, and there’s no sign that they ever will be.
but writing is a way for me to clear my mind; i prefer it over having more “stupid” thoughts :(( ⋆˚࿔
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⋆˚꩜liwka｡
oh, she finally texted but it took her days just to reply with one word
if u wanna talk now, u gotta get to know me all over again
must be fun, messing with someone’s trust like that :p
did she found this account or am i trippin?
i don’t think so tho
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i fw monologues!! >.<
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aww me too
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yup i'm the funniest person in the group, how did u kno?
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ppl really have no shame these days huh
🙏
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