୨ৎ i took the train alone for the first time. it was awesome, tbh! when i arrived, i went to the station and then back to the platform to watch other trains. when i came back, someone sarcastically l » Continue Reading
୨ৎ the last few weeks have been really intense. they seriously messed with how i feel… i'm overstimulated and empty at the same time. my (probably just another ex) friend — the one i mentioned in my previous blog — started ignoring me. i feel lied to. at the start of our friendship, she said she didn’t have any friends, just like me. but after a few weeks, it turns out she has a whole gro » Continue Reading
୨ৎ yesterday i played rblx with my new friend. we need time to feel comfortable around each other ofc, but ngl, it was boringgg. i felt frustrated. had totally different expectations. at the same time, i missed my ex friends 😔. it’s kinda embarrassing, but now i’d do anything just to talk to them again... i keep looking for her in others ◝(ᵔᵕᵔ)◜ i feel like I’m about to cry (and I actually did) ^... » Continue Reading