what is the point

i don't understand why I am here.. of all the people who'd give so much to have what I have

I never feel complete

I feel really numb, I dont really feel anything..

everything all just seems so pointless, ahaha...

i dont want to live as a human..

i dont want to go to school, I dont want to grow up, I dont want to talk to people, I dont want to get a job, I dont want to see this world as it is, I really hate real people, looking at their faces makes my stomach twist..

I wish my life was given to one who'd find worth in such things

because I really feel empty even with everything ..

so much is happening and all I want to do is lay in bed all day.. not even play games anymore, I just want to sleep everyday..

its funny ^///^..

I hope I die soon.. I wish to free myself from people and for people to be free from me.

id rather not anyone read this, sorry if you did ^^.. this is kind of just a diary for me hehe.. I havent written in a while, aswell..