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If I don't find a job soon i'll for sure have to kill myself. This time is for real I think. I did what I had to, I graduated with honors, I think that that's a good way to go. But what does that matter if I have no job? I've been applying to everything. I think the problem is just me.
I will never be enough.
I've been listening to a lot of Malice Mizer recently.
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Artemis
Your value doesn’t depend on if you have a job or not. Besides, I’m sure you’ll find one soon. Idk where u live, but ik in some places you can get therapy for free, maybe check that out. Or get some sort of anxiety medication. Idk if that’s available for you, jst think abt it maybe. You don’t HAVE to kill yourself, there’s surely some better options. Idk tho, I’m jst a stranger. If ur family (who I assume u live with if u don’t have a job) are effecting ur mental health, maybe find a partner and move in with them or smth? Idk, best solution I can think of rn.
mkr2002
the thing is, you haven't lived every possibility yet. you can't possibly know all the moments you'd miss, all the ways your life would shift.
theres nothing wrong with feeling pain, that is actually progression and learning. and the lowest points may genuinely be the lowest points and life can only go up from there. so please reconsider and don't die!