morning

I struggled to fall asleep last night. On top of my predicament, my neighbors were blasting their shitty fucking music at fucking midnight. I mean, it wasn't shitty. I could listen to it. There's just a line to be drawn between blasting your music in the middle of the day or early hours of the afternoon and at night when your neighbors may or may not be trying to get some sleep before of after a hard day of work. But, you know, if everybody was mindful of other people's boundaries, the world would be too good of a place and we don't want that, do we now?

Anyway, the bitter mood hasn't entirely passed yet. If at all. There's some sort of numbness in my head that I can't quite shake off. At least I had enough energy and determination to wash my hair so I can show up to work looking proper and not like an insult to the establishment. I ate a cup of cereal and chocolate milk because I didn't feel like cooking. I'd eaten enough yesterday- wasn't going to do it again, really. Didn't feel like it.

I just pulled out my Tamagotchi from the cupboard after about a year of not using it. I will probably start bringing it to work with me. I've been thinking about doing it for a while, and today, I might just try it. Thankfully I figured out how to just turn the thing off without waiting for my poor creature to die because I am an incompetent bastard. I have a feeling work is going to be a massive pain in the ass for a while. Absolutely not looking forward to it, but at the same time, it might keep me busy enough for this suffocating feeling to leave my system or to be pushed into the background.

I should really feed my geckoes tonight after work or tomorrow, whenever I get the chance. 

Not much left to write about. Could vent again but my mind's wandering. Not the same when it's not directed to any one person. Maybe next time. Waiting for my Tamagotchi to update.